Rainier and I could feel my breath catch in my chest. I wonder if that was my body’s way of saying something as significant as Mt. Rainier was about...to happen in my life …We agree to meet at the hotel … you knock and I let you in. I smile at you and kiss you sweetly on the cheek and take your hand and lead you to a dining chair with arms by the desk. You follow without saying a word, letting me guide you completely and with all that trust that you so willingly offer me at times …I remove your. I'm a girl. But if I'm a girl, why do I love a girl? What's wrong with me? There must be something wrong with me."But then I thought of Sheri, her clean wholesome beauty and her gentleness, her intelligent good humor and kind eyes. Surely, nothing she did could possibly be wrong. And Sheri had kissed me.o-o-o-oThe meeting of the board dragged interminably. Sheri clicked methodically through the agenda, absorbed in the minutiae of swim team business. I had already given the treasurer’s report. Liu Wei disturbed the group. “Madame Chao says we have special party tonight,” she announced. “Celebrate your first month here.” She didn’t look like she was looking forward to it.Collette, Daphne and Anna were all enthused by the prospect. Even Fara thought it might take her mind off her stupid error.“Yes. Madame Chao arrange good meal, then all go play Mah Jong.”Although the meal sounded fine, neither Fara nor any of the others thought the game sounded like much fun. Fara, still upset by the. I told her I knew and said you could stay and I wanted a marriage ceremony for the three of us.”“Then she asked. She even brought what she wanted me to use on her, a ping pong paddle. All I could think about was that sword in my throat and how you promised to kill me if I raised a finger to her. I came straight here.”Meghan laughed and pulled him into a hug. “I love you. You can spank her tight little ass any time she asks you. She still has to ask or you have to get her permission first,.