But I was different. I believed in our cause. The rest were mere sell swords. They offered their blades like a whore offered her body ... if the price...was right. They were all of them sinners.I looked up from my beads. Father Fredrick the legion's priest sat before me.I hadn't heard him approach."My child," he said. "Are you aware that before dawn that we march into battle." His voice was soft and wise, like a Father's should be."Yes Father," I said. "I am not afraid." If I die, then I would go. Let the experienceroll over you. At least for this weekend."At least? What did she mean by that?Pauline brushed away my question with a dismissive hand gesture."Don't worry about the future. Let's just get through this evening.I'll come and see you in your room later - about 5 o'clock? - and youcan let me know what you've decided."And so there it was. A "suggestion" from my grandmother; a near-pleafrom Pauline; and a dilemma for me. Of course, I'd encountered cross-dressers before. Both. "Well, well..."A deep voice cut through the chatter and I looked to see a very large black man wearing nothing but a ribbed jockstrap, a white muscle-T, and holding a clipboard. His dick must have been huge! The white pouch of his jock looked like it was about ready to burst beneath the effort of containing the man's considerable charms!" ... you must be Mattie," he said with a flick of his pen. "You're late! I expect all my sissies to be on time!" Sorry," I whispered, staring at his crotch and. "The woman laughed at that. "oh, I think we'd have a lot of explaining to doif anyone found out. But don't worry, I won't say a word. He'll be treatedjust like Ellie's other friends, how's that?" And then she rubbed the topof my head, leaving me feeling about two foot tall.The woman led me back downstairs and into the garden, where I spotted Ellieand Amy straight away. Ellie was wearing a flowery play-suit, while Amy waswearing a pair of sports shorts and a plain white t-shirt and both.