" "Robert!" my mother exclaimed to my father. "She's going to be sitting alone in the dark all by herself." "Don't be silly," my father said. "Justin ...as just about to fire up the grill and cook us some burgers. You're more than welcome to eat with us." "I was?" I asked. I was on my second beer, and tired from work, and I didn't really feel like doing much of anything. Certainly not cooking dinner for the whole damned neighbourhood. "Sure," my mother agreed. "We can't just let her sit in the. " God, I want it there most of all. Even though that was my first time, it was great! I want to do it again, for real this time. It felt so nasty, so- so dirty. I'd have to be tied down, though, or he'd never get it in me."Karin dropped one hand down to the 'V' between Sandi's legs and began urgently massaging the sensitive flesh there. Sandi felt the billowy breasts convulsing spastically behind her back and finally realized the massage as a diversion."Are you laughing at me?"Karin burst out. It's not a problem, nobody can see it from here.I start touching yourself over my pants, drifting off into fantasy while I look at the back of their heads, remembering how they look, their big breasts hiding under their summer dresses.One of them stand up, turn around and we make eye contact. She smiles but I am so embarrassed I avert my eyes. "Don't want to seem creepy, that will ruin my chances. Oh god that was probably creepy, it's over. I'll spend the festival alone." I panic.Before my. I wrang the life out of a tambourine. Crowd pleaser apparently, a little dancing, a lot of clapping, a few whoops and hollers. Massive applause at the end. We moved on, more bluesy numbers, then ballads, standards, easy on the ear. by one thirty we were still full, and moving to the last two songs. I spotted Frank moving across the room. He sat at a vacant table and gave me a thumbs up. I nodded. The others must have seen him as the set seemed a lot brighter than before. We finished as usual on.