I fumbled with my keys, hands shaking, and was caught off guard when I finally got them in the lock and felt myself pinned against the door, Makayla�...s lips on mine, our bodies pressed together. While one of my hands started running down her back, feeling her curves, my other had felt blindly for the keys, turning them and the door knob. Together, we stumbled into the apartment, and she very skillfully kicked the door shut. Taking some initiative, I pushed her against the wall and pulled her. Wo log Keral se aya tha . Unke hubby govt. Service karta tha. Ek saal pahle unki hubby ked eth ho gaya tha. To hubby ka service Swatiji ko mil gaya. Unki ek ladki hai nam Trishna, class 12th me par rahi hai. Ekdin Trishna school ki kuch project ki tayari meri computer me kar rahi thi. Computer operate karma unse nehi ata. Mujhe boli “Uncle mujhe help kar denge” maine bhi ha kar diya. Computer me main side me baith operate karne ka help kar raha tha. Bich bich me job keyboard me main hat lagata. Cloudy and cool, we put on windbreakers and put a coat and some warm little booties on the baby and strolled out to the nearby beach. Montauk ends Long Island so we walked to the lighthouse and had the ocean surrounding us on three sides. The cool wind and the complicated splashing rhythms of the waves exemplified peace. Watching our child moving sand about, our fingers interlaced, after several minutes of just listening to the beautiful world, we talked, kissing between questions and. I knew what I wanted - to be a bitch to a large group of black men. Owned by a gang. I began using my resources at the law firm to research how to get what I wanted, regardless of the cost. What I wanted wasn't something on the side. This wasn't a 'lifestyle' - this was a change of life. No going back. I even adopted a new name, "Pepper." I had that tattooed on my left back shoulder. The problem was, there were almost no black men where I lived and I needed to be around them. Where to find.