It really turns me on when I watch porn, the anal scenes. And now...," She stopped speaking and looked suddenly as if she were about to stand up and b...lt away from me, or recede back into her silent, reserved self."What?" I've been reading these erotica books, and they have anal in them. Things happen in those books that I can never do with Javier. God, I can't believe I'm telling you this...I want to just know how it feels, to be fucked there, you know. I mean, I know it must hurt a little,. . you Brits are very... hmm. How to put it....conspicious..." I said, grinning. "Conspicious?? Are you mad? 'ats not even word, Yank!" she said, poking my chest with her middle finger. "I know. But YOU are beautiful." I said, partially awaiting the slap on my cheek. Instead I recieved a wink, giggle, and a slammed door. "Crap!" My chances were smote.By that time, it was nearing 10:30. "SHIT A BRICK! I'M FUCKING LATE!" I exclaimed, as I was late to a show. I hurried to my car, sped to CBGB's,. .. I don't know, off. It had been over a week since I had successfully bridged Mikkelson, discovered just how serious the problem had become and then gotten suckered out of the dream. Since then I had not been able to reestablish a connection with him. He had been unavailable before so I wasn't overly concerned about it but somehow this just felt ... different. On the positive side, Lizzy seemed to be making headway in her observations of Amber. It was surprising how long it was taking. I. .please...Brad" she said looking into my eyes and pleading with me. "PLease Brad, I need it...please...please.....................................fuck me." she finally said as she wept openly. I opened the door and stood to the side to let her in. She rushed in gratefully and I watched as her cute butt cheeks bounced in the cold hard light of the stairwell. Once she was inside I closed the door and she rushed over to hug me. I pushed her away. She looked up at me in surprise. I.