Q's were added up they might not surpass the awesome total accumulated in my dysfunctional friends' sad tortured brain. Payday had arrived. The first...thing I had to do was separate the few female scientists from the crowd and herd them into an acceptable reception committee. A brief explanation sufficed and the crowd of disappointed men waited expectantly as the select group accompanied her into the building. A 'question and answer' session quickly developed as insoluble questions were put. We lay there for a few minutes. "Wow, what brought that on?" I asked."You left me horny from the sex on the train, and that's what happens when I get frustrated." I must remember to leave you frustrated again," I replied with a chuckle. She gave me a playful punch, got up and got dressed. I followed and we walked back to the car. It was dark when we got back to the car.We had some wonderful times during the rest of the summer, days at home, bike rides together, days out, and making love when. Nowcan either of you two think of anything else?"Shona looked at me and said seriously "Susanna, you want to live full timeas a girl, look like a girl, sound like a girl, act like a girl but youdon't want to change your sex - go through that final change, have you anyidea why?" WOW that's some question I suppose this is the reason that counsellingwill help, I know I should be just like you guys but something is holdingme back, I wish I knew what it is, but I don't, although I feel deepinside. G. there is no permanent damage in any form. And for my sake, you can also practice RACK (Risk Aware Consensual Kink, i.e. you take more potential risks, but you know exactly what you're doing there).Nevertheless, you stay (at least in Germany ...) with the RACK in the context of legal action, especially when it comes to bodily harm etc. (There are then slight scars, tattoos, etc. - but nothing that could really damage ...) But that's about the regulations.Whether you call your master "Sir",.