I stumped to the floor, eyes watering.“Fucking Do it” commanded the wife again, the mother in law smirking and drinking. I removed the robe.“Tha...’s better, Stand up come over here”, the wife said.“Stand up come over here.” She repeated, “if I have to say it again, your pain will increase 10 fold”I stood next to were she was sitting, she reached up and tugged at the cage checking it still locked. “Give him a drink, before our guests arrive.” Her mother said“Good idea said the wife,” slipping her. My vibe lies in my top draw of my dresser next to my side of our bed i stretch and reach for it while slowly,i open my lips and expose my pink holeI felt the wetness,its such a warm wetness and the thought of my lovers tongue in place of my fingersI visualise him,his face buried between my legs pushed against my pussy licking and kissing me down there,i imagine him sucking on my clitty.I replace my fingers with my little vibe,loving the humm and buzz thats shooting feelings to my inner walls as. Looked around....they are gone....we cleaned up in the hot river, looked at the sunset, smoked some weed and went into our tent. It was hot and no need for sleepingbags, only blankets. You where soft and warm. Life was good.The next morning we packed our things and as I checked our camp to see if anything was left behind I found two sigarets in the bush where you had claimed you saw someone.I smiled, thought I was a lucky man married to the best woman in the world, and off we went.After some. The pain was just too great to get exclusively involved with another person and I thought that celibacy was the only way to Awakening. How wrong could one be? When I realized my mistake and that I was called to love all, I needed to get back into the world, the world I knew, the world I never should have left.I returned to the Valley after my failed sojourn into mysticism to celebrate New Year’s Eve with some friends from my life before my marriage. These friends were all nudist swingers while.