I shut the door, pulled up my dress,dropped my panties, and sat on the toilet. I couldn't remember the lasttime I'd gone to the toilet, and I wondered...about my 3 still mostly blankdays. Had I up and doing things that I couldn't yet remember? Or was Ijust in deep sleep all that time? Had I been alone all that time, or hadsomebody been taking care of me, watching over me?I remembered coming to China Town on New Year's day, enjoying the DragonDance, and the celebration. Then went to a club. I. I'll be honest, though; we were scared. Up to that point, our lives had been a fairy tale, and now suddenly we were confronted with a mortal crisis that could take my Ricky away from me.I've never felt more alone in my life -- notwithstanding all of the family, friends and clergy that were surrounding me -- than in that moment when they wheeled him into the operating room. I was absolutely lost, and that's when I finally cracked. I just buried my face in my father-in-law's shoulder and sobbed. Blood haar armen langs haar lichaam. De mannen stonden naast haar. Allemaal met hun stijve lul in hun Hand. 3 mannen links en 2 rechts. Vanuit mijn hoek zag ik haar kut glinsteren. Daar had nog niemand aangezeten en ze droop nu al.... de mannen trokken zich langzaam af. Enkele eikels waren donkerpaars en vochtig. Mijn lul knelde in mijn broek.Meneer verliet zijn plek en ging voor haar zitten. Hij begin haar vocht op te likken. Zij zelf pakte met iedere hand een lul vast en begon deze langzaam. "Completely devastated. One good thing--her boyfriend wasn't on duty. He got called down there, of course, but it was pretty much over by then." Warren took a breath. "Apparently, her brother got four terrified young skaters out of the building--but the smoke overtook him before he could get out." Wow." Wow is right. He was 31. Left a wife and three small children." Sophie just hissed at that. "I know. Listen, Pookie, you're on the computer--get us some airline tickets to Denver." Good.