" Then she placed the cigarette between her rubylips, held the lighter to the tip, and inhaled. I could see the look ofpleasure as she took the first ...moke into her lungs; she smiled, closed hereyes for a moment, then exhaled a long cone of smoke, being careful to blowit away from me.We continued to talk, and she continued to smoke. I could see for the firsttime what a sensuous act smoking could be; the way her breasts rose and fellwith each deep inhale and exhale. Perhaps, I told myself, I can. . I'm Sam... Sam Hanson and - but I-I remember playing with babydolls and wearing cute dresses - _cute_ dresses? I'm... I'm AmberFletcher, too. How?"Cathy turned the confused girl to face the full-standing mirror placednearby.Amber stared a moment, uncertain. Then she began to pose, shifting tolook at her back - and her backside; facing the mirror, one hand on herhip; taking a breath and pushing her... chest out. "I look so grown up,so... No! I'm a man, _darn it!_ A man." A man, hah! . “He can’t find me, there is no telling what he will do if he does.” She whispered as though The Great Wood that surrounded them might hear her. “Who?” Ruby released a loud sob that shook her body. “We were supposed to be getting married and …” She left it at that, her words trailing off into another fit of tears. “I am so sorry.” The young man’s voice broke with emotion. He appeared so gentle and sincere. “But I promise no harm will come to you here, this wood stretches for miles, it and all. Out of no where she startd playing with her own tit with my hand. i built up courage and started to play with it and shemoved her hand away from her tit. .