Never stopping, never still, never satisfied. She was looking for someone; she could not rest until she found him. She wasn't content without him, cou...dn't be still, couldn't be herself. She wasn't whole without him.Until suddenly the moment came when she realized she was retracing her steps, that she had been here before, that she had been everywhere. That she couldn't find him. That he wasn't there to be found.She felt the world drop out from under her, felt vertigo set in. Life was over;. Time dragged. Other than work, I tried to keep busy. I doubled my time at the gym, going 6 days a week instead of 3, and I lost two pounds. On the positive side, hints of a 6-pack appeared, my biceps and triceps got bigger, and my legs got much stronger. We still talked every day. She mostly talked about how nice the weather was. I took the hint (I thought it was, really) and started looking for a job in the Fresno/Clovis area. Jill announced that she’d torn up her knee playing tennis, was in. But it hurts the first time for a regular pussy, too. Even now, when aguy is really big and tries to push inside me before I'm wet enough, ithurts a little." I must have looked as confused as I felt. "Oh, youreally are such an innocent one, aren't you?" she asked softly. "Don'tworry your pretty head, babe. Mandy'll teach you, just like my momtaught me." You're mom taught you?" I asked, incredulous. Mommy didn't even talk tome about sex; she would never teach me stuff like this."Hell,. He must not havegotten a very good look before they came in. Weirder and weirder.Leaving the lever all the way down, Reggie moved on to the next littlelever, a horizontal one labeled "weight." It was currently in themiddle. Reggie slid it all the way to the right, and the girl in theclosest picture became grotesquely fat. "Ew," Reggie exclaimed, andpushed the lever all the way back the other way. The girl shed threehundred pounds in the space of a second, and now was as thin as a rail,her.