‘You know I like to travel, especially when I can see some nice, dramatic mountains near the coast,’ I said out of the blue. She didn’t say a wo...d, just started unbuttoning her blouse. I sat there and watched the show, but she gave me no drama: first the buttons were undone, and the blouse came off. She looked at me for a moment, and I was looking back, askin’ for more with my eyes. Didn’t make a move to work on the toy. Well, the bra got unhooked and tossed aside, and her arms returned to her. "I can perhaps modify what you are doing, but there's not really any wayI can stop you from thinking about it. How many times have you toldyourself you were going to stop?" Plenty," I said."How many times have you tried to stop?" Lots of times." But you've started up soon afterwards, correct?" Yeah, I think the longest I've stopped was maybe three month." But you thought about it during that time, right? For those threemonths?" Yeah, more than I ever did before." You are a crossdresser," Susan. Well could i offer the the two of you lunch? I just live down the road a couple miles.We were planning on stopping for lunch at a restaurant,but your offer sounds better than restaurant food,walk over to my car and i'll introduce you to Cheryl,honey this is Cheryl she was having trouble getting that heavy tire back to her car so i gave her a hand she's offered us lunch at her place in lieu of that restaurant fare we've been tiring of on this trip.Cheryl told her it was nice to meet her and kind. 'Hey Shelly can I talk to you for a minute?' I say with a smile. The first words out her mouth are "your a idiot". She said this dead pan even her expression was cold towards me. Even after she about put me back in the hospital again, making me play her one on one basketball only a month after I got back. Her using street rules "no blood no foul" that was to my disadvantage being unwilling to her hurt her but she was willing hurting me over and over again. She was still mad at me. 'Please.