I was kind of hoping you could help me out here." If it's money, you know how this is gonna end, right?" I just need a short term loan while I get my ...ash flow straightened out." Not gonna happen, Connor." I shook my head. "I don't have enough to lend." The hell you don't!" He snapped. "What, your whores out there all work for free?" You just shot yourself in the foot with that one." I finished my beer and stood up. "I think we're done now." Wait!" He wiped his face with his hand and sighed.. I can have him keep his derriere in status quowith a great exercise tape I have. It's called "Having the Buns EveryWoman Wants". Julie, Katherine, I want you to know that I am very fond ofColin. I only want the best for him and have him with me for the rest ofmy days ... on my terms, of course." I am so happy to hear you say that. A while ago you mentioned his'little tool'. I have been concerned for years that because he was 'shortchanged' so to speak, he would have a difficult time finding a. Big asses, especially for white people. 'Yougot your ass from her,' the source of faggot thoughts in my head said.'Shake what your momma gave you.'Also started becoming conscious of men behind me. How could I not. Blackmen especially. That made me feel vulnerable and small. That madesomething stir in my clit, that's for sure. I was constantly looking formirrors to do pantyline checks. I wasn't sure if I wanted my pantiesshowing through my jeans or not. I mean, probably not. I was. Cyn was really mad at me. She glared at me all through dinner and pulled me aside in the kitchen the first chance she got."What the fuck are you doing, Mike," she asked as soon as we were alone."I'm sorry, Cyn. I never expected anything like this to happen, but it did," I answered honestly."Well, you're just going to have to make it unhappen!" she hissed, her hushed voice contrasting sharply with her angry words."I can't do that, Cyn," I said quietly."You can and you will! I will not have my.