‘What happened?’ ‘I’m an idiot.’ I don’t know why I do this. I get frustrated and I just want to come to you, get re-centered in my world,...and get back on my feet. But I never come right out and say it. I don’t say: ‘I had a stupid, minor, entirely avoidable car accident and that – combined with being a full time single-dad – has got me feeling like I’m running on empty.’ For the life of me, I wish I knew how to say ‘I haven’t felt this down since Marlene died.’ I just repeat myself. ‘I’m such. But, I still wasn’t quite sure what was up. Not until Cindy’s mother asked me to help her with her blouse, which buttoned down the back.She turned her back to me and I started unbuttoning her dark see through blouse. It wasn’t all that easy, as my fingers were getting sweaty and were shaking a little. When I reached the last button, Maria pulled her blouse out of her skirt and tossed it onto a nearby chair. She turned back to me and said, “I am a little bigger than your mom or Patty. Do you. Kara had just met Cliff but already wanted his hands all over her body, except not on the dance floor. She said, "I love what you're doing but there are other people here. Maybe you better keep your hands on the outside of my clothes." She put her mouth to Cliff's ear and added, "... at least for now." "Sorry," Cliff said. "Too tempting. I just had to feel them." Cliff's hands came out from under Kara's top and instead roamed across the bare flesh of her stomach, her abdomen and her back. Kara. She also liked the UPS man’s package. She spent a lot of Carl’s money on crap from EBay just to have the UPS man ring her bell. One time during a delivery the man caught her eyeballing his crotch. Her face turned a shade of red that no beet had ever seen before she closed the door full of embarrassment. What am I, a sixteen year-old girl? She thought as she threw the package down. Solitude was never a problem for Diana. Carl gave her years of practice living in an empty house, and dinning.