..and I did. I was totally distracted the whole time I shopped....theimage of my son standing there in my old dress and heels......I must say that hed...d at least look good.....I mean he wasn't wearing makeup and he had no boobsand of course his long hair wasn't done up fancy or anything, but reallyRobin, he was very cute.As I shopped I tried to think of ways to make him feel better.....lessembarrassed so that maybe he would talk to me about it. I mean if he werejust having fun with it why would. Later we had a dance, a drink and started to part ways. I wrote a note and my cell down on a piece of paper and slipped to him as he was putting his coat on. The note was asking if he would be interested in drinks alone somewhere else. My friends were tipsy and didn't notice. As he walked out the door, he called, and invited me to his place.I told my girlfriends that I had to leave and call it a night. I walked out and he motioned me to follow him in his car. We drove not even a mile from my. When you have aLipstick tube in in your hand, how do you feel when you remove the coverand twist the tube? Have you been in public place and had to refresh yourLipstick where all can see you do it? What feeling did you have?How do you feel when you stop at a stoplight and tip the mirror down andredo your lips while some guy in the car next to you, ogles you? If ingirl mode, maybe you feel sexy. If in guy mode, maybe you feelhumiliation. But that is what you want, isn't it? Or someone wants. After my 5th class her family moved to another city as her father got transferred. After that she used to visit her grand parents who lived in my city. Then we both used to meet. After one year her grandparents also shifted to her place. Then she started to remain in her city Hyderabad. I too started to remove her from my thoughts.Then I completed my schooling, plus two and doing my graduation. One day in my college, announced that they are conducting a fest. I took it easy as fests are common.