I'd have to treat her differently in the future, now that I did know.At various times, in my relationships with all the X's, I had felt like I might m...rry each of them. I figured that was just normal for any young boy, with a girlfriend he loved, and who he was physically intimate with. Sex leads to thoughts of permanence, At least, it always had with me. I'd thought of marriage because I had loved all of them like that, at one time or another. Now, I loved Joyce like that, and we were, in. "Everyone will think we are together," Hannah replied. "No need to worry."Catherine bit her lip. "I suppose so."Once more Catherine's clothes and makeup fooled the staff at the door and they entered unhindered. They had a ball dancing. Again they stayed off alcohol, mindful of the precarious legal situation. They met a pair of girls - Eleanor and her young friend Jennie - and had a great time both talking to and dancing with them too.Reluctantly, they finally broke up the party and went home.. Even if you don’t love the men you meet, I bet you love the feeling of lust you feel for some of them. I’ve been there. It’s normal, but I had those feelings back when I was sixteen or so.”Alice went on, “So, I feel that sometimes, like last evening at our Saturday gathering, I get carried away with the lust of the situation. I just want to fuck, fuck, fuck. I would bet that in six months or a year, I’ll be past this phase to some more level place where I don’t feel the compelling need to screw. During the conversation, we shared about our personal lives.I got to know that her husband is in the US for 6 months on an IT project and hence she took up a role that lets her travel. At around 10:30 PM, I invited her for coffee at my hotel and to my surprise, she said that she is craving for whiskey. I generally carry scotch along with myself when I travel. I got bolder and invited her for drinks in my room. She winked and started walking towards my hotel. It was then when I knew that I am.