He was more concerned about not being able to care for his companion considering his own deteriorating state of health.“I want you to take this key....It’s for the gate. When you leave here today, I want you to lock it. I may not be able to go open it the next time you come. So you’ll have to let yourself in. And, don’t worry about knocking at the door. Just come in and call for me. Understood?”Clark took the key from Brother Matthew’s trembling hands. It was large and heavy. It looked like. .. you mean... sexually." Yes."Chris broke into a wide smile. "What if I wanted to... to... you know... do your... ass?"Allison wasn't surprised by his question. "Yes, that is an option." Can we negotiate the length of time I have to go without sex?" Nope. I have to fix dinner now. By the way, will you go to the doctor's with me? The appointment is her last one at 4:30, so it shouldn't interfere with school." Sure."With that Allison got up and went inside, leaving Chris to ponder his fait.Chris. No place on campus had a better view of the entire campus.I found the ladder more difficult to climb in the nightgown. The long skirt constricted my leg movements, and a couple of times it snagged on the ladder. I was just glad I'd decided to wear tennis shoes instead of flip-flops; climbing probably would have been impossible had I chosen otherwise.Finally I topped the ladder and stepped carefully onto the roof, the skirt swinging loosely around my legs... an odd feeling still. I looked. He said he would marry me, only if I gave up stripping. Well, I did, and we have been together for 7 years. We live OK, but sometimes I really want to sneak out at night and strip again. I am 7 years older now, I have wrinkles and saggy skin in places. I keep wondering because Steve barely looks at me anymore.’ ‘Well you are freaking perfect. I would not worry about attention on stage, if you went back, you would make as much, if not more.’ I tell her. My head is spinning after she unloads.