My God! She still had a way of making me feel so small and dense! I blushed and quickly turned to the waitress. I apologized and even tried to help cl...an up. The waitress looked miffed as hell, but the manager came over and handled it correctly. ‘Who was the food for?’ I asked once things calmed down. The waitress frowned and pointed to a nearby table. I walked over to the older couple sitting there and apologized to them as well. ‘She has you spooked, doesn’t she?’ the man asked. ‘Michael!’. She smiles into camera, as if she’s contemplating how much to tell.Then we’re in a taxi, heading out of the airport, briefly onto a busy road. Hope looking out of the window, talking to us without looking at the camera.“I’ve only had five lovers. All of them were older men – experienced men. I like a man who knows what he’s doing.” She turns to face camera and can’t resist a wicked little grin. “I know what I’m doing.”An exterior shot of the taxi arriving in the drop-off zone at the Holiday. That was our first night together, but far from the best. We played and explored so many different things, she had such an amazing imagination. Everyday was a new adventure. We became deeply involved with each other and tried things I had only read about, some I had no idea what would happen. For the next six months we were rarely apart. Night and day, she would go to the music store during the day and follow me to the music gigs at night. In our free time together it was a constant sexual. I'm sorry." Jennifer began tosob on the phone. Alan was in shock at first, and then he also began to cry.Alan and Jennifer stayed on the phone for several minutes crying to each other. Finally, they each regained control of themselves. "Thanks for letting meknow. I'm sorry Jennifer, I'm really sorry." "I know, Alan. I'll call you tomorrow and let you know about arrangements." Alanthanked her again and then hung up the phone. Alan did not sleep that night. Despite the restrictions of chemo.