Taking the seat beside Amber, I held her hand in both of mine and gave her a serious look. "Having doubts right before a wedding is perfectly natural....Amber frowned and shook her head. "I don't have any doubts. I LOVE David, I'm super-excited to marry him, and I KNOW we're going to be amazingly happy for the rest of our lives."I arched an eyebrow. "Then ... what's this?" I gestured back and forth between us.Amber sighed. "I find myself wondering ... wanting ... rather selfishly ... to have you. "It's not attractive on you."I smiled at her confusion; she would understand soon enough. "Move away from the door please." Fuck you, asshole!"I waited until she walked back to her original position by the stairs before replying, "I'm predisposed to disliking you, --courtesy would not harm your cause."She stared at the door. The song made its presence known around us. Her brow furrowed as she glanced at everything on the landing to avoid looking at me. The music turned her head until her eyes. They joined the aftermath of their supper on the floor. Eventually, Jenna's head appeared hanging over the edge of the sofa. Then his on top of her as he started kissing her passionately once more. They were totally naked and kissed some more. Then he got up and helped her up. Next time her head appeared she was facing down and inched forward till she almost dangled off the edge. A shunt from behind had her slump forward and brace herself on the floor with her hands. The rest of her was still. I took a magazine and started daydreaming, thinking random thoughts and all that.I remembered this time when me, Nishu and Rana were having a smoke and Rana said, “Your mom is hot”. Nishu joined in by saying, “Yaar teri maa toh maal hai” (Dude, your mom is a hottie).I laughed and said, “Saale tharki love”(bloody horndogs) and all of us laughed. Conversations like this were very normal because we were best friends and we were very open about our feelings.I remember this time when I asked Rana if.