I just wanted to get upstairs and hide for the next six months. We walked together to the foot of our respective stairs and he for once dropped his u...ual banter, patting me on the shoulder and saying, “Honey, it'll be over before you know it. If you need anything or just want to go eat lunch sometime I'm right across the way.” I thanked him and went upstairs to wallow. As I said before, the weeks and months wore on I began to compartmentalize my marriage. I hadn't known the loneliness would. I'm glad it's school hols. I can have some fun without homework..." She droned on and on, and I wasn't really listening to much of what she was saying."So you look hot," she continued. "I bet all the boys and girls want you. Mum never lets me go out without a bra. She says that showing your nipples in public makes you a slut. But I just like not having one on. So do you like boys or girls better?"She went silent. Then, "Well, which one?" I hadn't been really paying attention and hadn't realised. You keep your fingers inside of my ass and smile at me. "Does my whore want to cum? Does she need to cum?"I stare at you, nodding my head."I'm feeling generous today and I am very pleased with how you look and the care you took to prepare yourself for me. You may cum, but only once."With that proclamation, you push your fingers further in my ass and thrust them in and out. With your other hand you rub my clit - and I cum. My legs shake and my head falls back as I let out a scream. The release. I really don't know how to thank you for helping me see that I could raise the level of my self esteem by humbling myself and ridding myself of foolish pride about what society says is manly or decent behaviour. Thanks to you, by looking at things from Rose's perspective, I was able to see that it was natural, and even correct, for her to have lovers, while denying me intercourse and insisting upon my faithfulness and abstinence until our wedding night." And it was worth it wasn't it?" Yes it.