Up to now I knew in my mind the two of us could maybe rationalize what had happened between us. We were about to entered a whole new situation. A situ...tion I knew that could never be undone. My tongue felt Joyce’s lips part slowly and the more she opened her mouth the more of my tongue slipped past her lips. Our tongues met and the two of us pressed our lips tighter together. Joyce’s moan made my cock twitch as it began to harden. Our bodies were tight against the others and when she felt my. I let my hand slide down from her cheek to her breast, feeling Carly shiver from my touch. I let her nipple in between two of my fingers and squeezed hard making Carly let out a shriek. She moved a bit back but I didn't let go and she wimpered a bit as I pulled her nipple out from her breast. We looked each other straight in the eyes as I twisted and squeezed her rock hard nipple. She tried to get her heavy breath under control while her body let out small shakes. Her eyes begged me to stop.. It's the pain felt by her absence. Knowing I will never see her again. Worse yet, knowing that I betrayed her. The guilt was almost unbearable, but I endured it. I endured it because it was pain I deserved to feel. I wanted to feel it. I wasn't in prison, but I had to endure some punishment for what I'd done. For the terrible betrayal I inflicted on the woman I ... No, it's too late. It's too late for me to admit that. Pain is all I have now.I was never much of a drinker. Alcohol, well it just. ’Picturesque countryside it certainly is, but rolling green pastures, quaint farms, and the questionable delights of rural perfumery; the ever wafting agrarian scents of stables, wildflowers and eau de bovine rockets my hay fever into orbit. I find it somewhat distracting to appreciate the gentle pastoral surroundings with a Flonase inhaler inserted in my nostrils.Janice’s home may provide a temporary place to decompress, but my heart and soul will always remain firmly embedded in the.