I immediately stood in front of him facing away and brought my hand up behind me. I could feel the hardness of his cock through his shorts and I took ... deep breath.. I do so love his cock!He led me to a staircase leading downwards a few flights. He made me walk in front and I had no idea where I was going, until I was at the door of a sex shop.‘Well, go in!’ He said and I walked in to the shop, a little embarrassed and unsure what to do. I walked along the display of vibrators and dildos while. I am a little nervous but also excited, I don’t know what to expect. You take a blindfold put it on me then you and Chad guide me to the bed lay me on my back and cuff me. Chad speaks, “No questions, you will take your punishment.” I start to speak and Mike says, “If you speak we use the ball gag and paddle.” I close my mouth, now I feel the bed moving they are getting on each side of me. They put the clamps on and pull them. I can feel pain but do not open my mouth I only groan. One of them is. It’s a pity that nothing goes to my breast, which looks as boyishas usual. I go down the stairs thinking about some extreme measures, tobecome girlier for you.You look at me and whistle, saying, “You look foxy! Won't you feel coldoutside, girly boy?”I'd probably do, but I want to look this sexy to you, and I hope that thesun outside will help me, so I shake my head. We both go out and startwalking under the trees, your hand seizing mine. You show me each placeand explain me how the island was. He might live for a very long time, or he might die in the next few weeks. I knew, intellectually, that this could happen to any of us, but I really felt it toward Daddy. He had told all of us the symptoms of acute kidney failure and we were all on the lookout for them. We knew that, as soon as they showed up, he had only a few weeks to live. I tried not to act depressed, but my emotions oscillated back and forth, sometimes in the same day. I had to control myself to keep him from being.