But today I was more than a little tense from work, and so I joined him.Before long, I was a lot more charitable in my thinking towards Rick. Heather ...ouldn't be home for hours. We were drinking beer, smoking pot, snacking, and watching whatever we wanted on TV.Later in the evening, he popped in some porn. I don't know why. As mentioned, Rick doesn't have much in the way of restraint, even in his more sober moment. He just sort of does what feels good at the time. Right then, he was feeling. She turned towards Alistair, painfully dragging herself across the rubble."I think he is stable, Elyssa. I do not truly know what ails him, but I do not think he will die this day. Relax, child, and sleep."Elyssa closed her eyes, and dropping her head onto Alistair's armoured shoulder, she did just that.When she woke again, she was in a bed. She could hear quiet murmurs of people whispering, and could feel she had been stripped of her armour and put into a soft night gown. She allowed one. ..or would like. I don't want to be one of thosestarlets who feels she has to go through every male who wanders near.Yet, I have to acknowledge that distinct possibility," she pauses again,"especially you looking, and being like you are."She sighs as I begin to understand she has already developed feelingsfor me. Oh, gawd."I'm also not 'saving' myself, but at the same time I want to keep thisprivate side of me separate from the public side, and you, well, with mysister leaving soon, you'll. I had tried jacking off with analstimulation before and it was pretty good. I wasthinking about how that big hot dog cock would feelpounding my virgin asshole. But I’m straight save thedog jacking/licking. I couldn’t believe it. That justadded to the taboo and the knots in my stomach. That’dbe a pun later…I got off the bus, and ran up to the house. I checkedfor my sisters and no one was home. I waited for my momto call and my parents wouldn’t be home for 3 hours.