.well, it'll be worth it." Johnny is met with a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, and then,"You're an asshole Johnny." Does that mean t...at you're fucking me tonight?" Yes. And bring triple my fee. You're gonna to need it." Whoohoo!" Be here at 11:30 sharp. But as soon as I'm finished I'm getting off you and goin straight back to the party. Understand?" Yes Suzi. I'll be there." I know you will." The phone went dead.At exactly eleven thirty the apartment door opens and Suzi is. I was feeling warm and probably sweating."I see you are perspiring. That means you have about 20 minutes untileverything begins. So, just relax here on the couch and daydream aboutyour new life. That will make the pain seem worth it. Good Luck, David,I know you will be happy: A very happy, eight-year-old girl."He shook my hand, patted my shoulder and left. I lay out on the couch, anice cool synthetic nano-weave washable polyester couch that felt likesuede, and let my mind wander. The open. After about five minutes of this treatment she stiffened and her entirebody blushed a deep shade of red as she orgasmed for the first time asa woman. I watched with utter delight as her eyes rolled back into herhead and her jaw muscles worked on the gag. He continued torelentlessly pound away and I think she came twice more before hefinally shot his semen deep inside of her womb. Jim collapsed on top ofAllie, gasping for breath. She lay underneath of him, oblivious to theworld after the earth. I finally settled on that I believe that there is SOMETHING out there, but not ‘God’ as he/she was presented to me when I was a child. Some part of my brain just couldn’t handle all of the crap that was served to me on the silver platter that was organized religion. So, here I am without something to believe in when, apparently, I need something. I’ve thought about medication for anxiety. I’ve talked to my doctor and read through the effects and side-effects. I don’t think meds are the answer..