He wore some makeup and a wig. not very passable, but not many of the men were. i was mesmerized by the sights i was seeing. needless to say, soon the...eafter, i was trying on my moms undies, nylons and shoes. My mom wore these white women's orthopedic shoes with a chunky heel to work, and when she wasn't working and not home I fell in love with these shoes along with the addition of tan nylon stockings, i wanked myself into a crossdressing lifestyle that would last to this very day. I was. She was doing what I desperately wanted to do. I was so bitter that day - angry that my uncle had to die so soon and angry that I had stand by and let Robert be comforted by someone else.I did manage to get over to him at one point and hug him. He didn't seem to know who I was - he was so grief-struck. I knew how close he had been to his father.Then just two months ago, my mother told me that Robert was a father. At first I didn't take the news well. I was depressed and jealous, but I knew deep. We've been warned off taking reprisals against them. Too much money and too much old power at stake. The government is happy to have them out of the game, and off the books. That's all we're going to get."Let it go, Brian. It's time to let it all go..."We would be talking about that at a later date, when my head was clear, because I had to be out on the field now. Jack took his leave and said he'd be nearby keeping his finger on the security teams.Game three was in KC, on a clear, cool night.. Later that afternoon, Susie stopped by my desk. She leaned in andwhispered to me, "Come over to my house after work. Ann said it's finewith her. I want you to help me out of your skirt suit tonight. And Ihave something for you to try on." I didn't know what to do. I worriedthat if I didn't stop over, Ann might be angry with me. And I did wantto see Susie with her clothes off. (OK, with my clothes off). So Ifollowed her home.At her house, Susie immediately took charge. "OK, Jenny,".