This was wrong, all wrong. Usually you took your time assessing your lovers, ensuring you were fully happy, but this was happening too quickly for co...fort. However, something had clicked inside me, the need to suddenly have you releasing a new persona. 'Silence!', I commanded, pushing you roughly against the wall, 'I'll say what's allowed', the tone in my voice firm and authoritative. Confused, your mind raced. What had happened to the gentle man you had spent the last hour with? Where. ”“You make it sound so easy to fix.”“Simple, yes; easy, no. You’ve done some real damage by having an affair behind her back. That’s going to take some serious time, effort, and money to repair. You’ve got to be able to show her that you are devoted to her.” Jake had a thought. “You know, I might be able to suggest a way to show Jan how much you really do love her.”“What?”“This is going to take an open mind on your part.”“Like I haven’t already demonstrated an open mind with you and her?”“You. We all laugh at him as Karl said, "Show me the money and I will knight thee" John (Lisa's husband) looks at Lisa then back to Karl. "Keep your stinking chair!" he said as he grabbed a cushion and lay down on the floor infront of Karl. Dad had to tell us all to stop laughing and to start the Movie. "Whats the Movie?" John asked. "It's James's pick this month, so probly some girly flick" said Amanda. "Snatch" said James. "Oh sweet! I love that move" said Karl. So there we all were in the Lounge. I'm...uh." I couldn't make any reasonably coherent sound. Reluctantly I pulled my eyes away and slunk off to my room.I felt my face fushed with shame at my transgression. Good boys behave as gentlemen. They don't stare at naked ladies. I closed my bedroom door and sat on my bed, wondering if I would ever be able to look my aunt Brenda in the eyes again. Worse, I feared Aunt Brenda would tell my mom and THAT would cause the ultimate shame.Wallowing in my feelings of disgrace and embarassment I.