Sorry for Phil, too, sorry for all the things that might have been ... but mainly sorry for me. Not what all those helpful books on managing the griev...ng process would recommend, I'm sure, but that was what I did. Frankly, I wallowed. At least for a while.Then I pulled myself together a bit – I could imagine how a lot of my friends and colleagues would react to seeing me this way and the thought at least sufficed to get me up on my feet. Once vertical, however, I still couldn't really get. At home I am always naked, and when possible also outside. One day I was online chatting and I started talking to someone from Pakistan. After a while he asked if he could see my webcam, so I warned him: It's fine with me, but I am naked. He said that was no problem but he did ask why I was naked. I explained him I liked being naked. It gives me a sense of freedom, but I have to be honest, I also find it a turn-on when people see me naked.For weeks we saw eachother regularly online, and he. I knew that she liked spending time with John. They got along great. As a joke I suggested the idea that maybe she could hook up with John. She got a little smile on her face which I was not expecting. I asked her if she was interested in him. She said she remembered his wife once saying that he was the best fuck she ever had. Ever since then she had been curious about him, but since he was my best friend she was not sure how I would feel about it.We talked about the idea a few more times over. JJ loved the feel of Alice's body pressed against his, her body was soft and warm fitting against his body perfectly. He half expected her to move and break the contact between their two bodies, especially when his prick pressed against her stomach. He was hesitant to be aggressive inasmuch as he wasn't sure about making love to a woman who is ovulating. He had heard, although the person speaking was normally boasting, of making love to a girl while on her monthly, however he wasn't sure if he.