She ran her hands along her body once more. A chill on her wet thighs. She lay there in the almost-summer's daybreak and waited, or not. Sandra would ...ome soon, bringing with her the pregnancy test that excited her passions and filled her with sinking trepidation, guilt at her selfish desire...and a longing to be swelling and increasingly filled with Sandra's love, with her c***d.An hour or so passed, as the sun warmed the daytime air and the familiar sounds of foot-fall and chatter filled the. Now I had to decide what to do. That was a ‘no brainer’. I couldn’t stay married. So I was forty, almost forty-one, I had my health, I had a career, I had skills. I could farm. I could build things. I just couldn’t keep a family. Shit, was it my fault? Had I done something? Had I let her down? If I had, what was it? Did it matter?When I got home the kids were waiting. They all looked scared. I guess Joyce had already called. Claire came up to me, “Mom’s on her way home. She said for you to. They were disappointed because apparently there was no real lead to Angus or Sighere’s new ally. The warriors had been rushing to this very spot, expecting to find their long lost Angus and break a real war at somebody’s fortress. Instead, they found another riddle and there was nothing they could do to wring out Angus’ whereabouts from Oswyn for the foolish man apparently knew lesser than they did. ‘This better lead us to Angus, Oswyn, or I swear I’ll cut your tongue out before killing you,. She put her head back to me, again.“Why do I love to have you touch me like this?”“Because you are that loveable woman who has so much love. It is not just your loving to be touch by me, Mom. It is also me loving to touch you. You are an amazing woman, Mom. You know Tim thinks so as both a person and a lover. He knows both of those sides of you. Trust that, Mom. The man knows.”After the shower, I bring her into the bedroom and lay her on the bed and she allows me to make love to her like I had.