Bend.. .Straighten?How long had I been bound this way? Time seemed to have lost meaning.Ever since the Eurasian woman had sealed the mask over my head...transforming my features and limiting my vision so terribly, it seemedme life was nothing but a slow, steady, crawling shuffle from place toplace, gradually building the dexterity to perform the mandated tricksthat earned me a little food and the all-important help I depended uponto go to the bathroom.Occasionally, between girls, I got a glimpse. So I went home, and fully exfoliated for my presentation. I know this really sounds silly, but there's a song I always wanted to play when I lost my virginity to a man. It was the song Amazing by Aerosmith. It says much to me and my inner struggles of being a crossdresser. As well as fantasizing sex with a man for the first time. Anyhow, tonight was going to go good, or really, really bad. I got dressed, put on my makeup, filed, and painted my toes, and put on my nails. I was done. I want to invite both of them to dinner here. You two will prepare a nice dinner for them. Between the two of them, you will both have a better idea about managing your good fortune.Beth grumbled, “I bet we have to get dressed for them.”“It might not be tonight. I have to call and find out when they can both come over.”I called. Our guests would be arriving next Monday, a little before 7:00 pm.I wanted to help my girls. (Whoa Mike, don’t go there.) Take two: I wanted to help my ladies adjust. Before I called his number. Adnan answered almost immediately. I could hear the wailing of a dangdut singer in the background and there was a lot of background noise as well. The place must have been hopping.Dangdut originated in Indonesia and it quickly became popular in Malaysia. It is a form of dance music that is an amalgam of traditional Malay-Indonesian and modern Bollywood music. Dangdut has become a part of the Malay sub-culture. Drinks and food are served to patrons on request and taxi.