But ami jor kore oi guli or kach theke niye nilam, dekhte dekhte ami kemon jeno boba hoye gelam. Eto sundor figure drawing, eto bhalo detailing ami ag... dekhi ni. Ektu lojja’e pelam nije ekta meye hoye ekta chele’r samne eto guli meye’r partially or full naked chobi’r bunch haat’e niye bse thakte. Rajib k jigyasha korlam eto bhalo kore ki kore korle. Rajib bollo o age regular drawing korto r tar sathe onek figure drawing’o koreche. Figure drawing oder course’er ekta part. Ota na korle human. Meanwhile the man throws the rug into the back of the truck, pulls down the back door and steps into the cabin. As the truck drives up the street, Gabriela takes a look inside the house. The kitchen seems to be empty except for a few unpacked boxes and the red cap of the truck driver, she moves to the living room window. The older woman is sitting in a large arm chair drinking a glass of what looks like thick red wine. Older is inappropriate because old, she is not. In her late thirties, maybe. “Hey Leslie,” the youngest replied. The others either smiled or waved. We walked through the showers and into the pool area. Most all of the guys were nude except for a handful of guys with speedos. Leslie explained that since the gym days are segregated by sex, most everyone just swims nude. And since she is the manager and has to be there everyday, the guys just got used to her seeing them naked.We met Matt, the lifeguard on duty, who was naked except for his whistle. “Matt, this is Tim,”. I couldn't tell them what had happened, they would think me crazy. I might be able to explain it to them later but right now I needed to allow them to accept the death of their only son. My thought turned to the subject of Jack and me. My new memories confirmed what I already knew, Jack and Julie were intimate. I could summon up memories of making love to Jack. I knew it would be a pleasurable experience. I was sure, I wasn't ready for that. It would be awhile before having sex with a man.