I realized there was no way for me to untie them withoutany aid. He told me to open my mouth, and while it was he placed theother ribbon in my mouth ...hen proceeded to tie it around my head, forminga gag.He then told me to exit the cage, and walk between him and one of theother guys. The rest walked behind us, so that I was unable to try toescape.I was led down a long, dark, dank hallway, and into a room which lookedlike a court room. There was a bench in the front where another muscularguy. I felt like there was no way anyone would find me attractive. I woulddream of meeting a man who would treat me like a sex goddess, who would beconsumed by passion and fuck me wherever he could. I imagined that I was glamorousand irresistible and then I would open my eyes again and realise that I wasn?t. Thatevening I had vowed that I couldn?t go on like that. That I had to changesomething; that I had to see someone and ask for help. I didn?t want to wastemy life. I also felt though that I was a. February 1, 2009This morning began just like every other morning. i woke up at 6 am and began my daily ritual of quickly showering, getting myself presentable, making breakfast and serving You in bed. I knelt quietly beside Your bed in my ?in house attire.? (When i am home alone with my Master i am completely naked wearing only my two black leather wrist and ankle cuffs, and a thick black leather collar. All are locked in place with heavy padlocks and Master keeps the keys on His key ring along. I guessed she was trying to validate her indiscretions as well as her big mouth.I hid behind my cooler bottle, feeling the alcohol tickle down my throat. A part of me felt numb after the revelations, and another part, a secret part felt rather intense after Sheryl's little tale and try as I may, I could not completely ignore it."Whatever Ben may think Gerry, I'm not a lesbian." I looked into her eyes, for the first time since the first words of her tale, and saw her seriousness beneath the.