" I still didn't know what she wanted to try. We went inside and walked to the section in the back of the store where they keep all the sex toys and s...uff. She kept grabbing the dildoes and stroaking them before she put them back down. I knew some of the guys their was watching her. She kept grabbing bigger ones and bigger ones and kept making remarks like, "I would love to have this in me." Then she started to get a lot of attention. Then she pulled me back to the private viewing rooms to. You open yourself looking into my face moving to consume the nectar I yearn. The tip of my tongue searches for the clitoris. In route I cherish and taste each rose pedal engulfed in its evening dew. The tip touches the spot and I feel your electric current. Its charge keeps me hard. I bring my lips over sucking just a little. You let me know exactly what you want. I like the guidance so I can bring you to the fullest. I am not submissive I truly want to give you the most and telling me I am. We went to bed late that evening, and I was thinking that this is the night that I’m going to lose my virginity, again I was a virgin and had no idea, I planned not to masturbate for a few days before this evening and was thinking it would be great to save all my ‘energy’….Well…Stupid move!!We started kissing as soon as we laid in bed, we both got naked and I started touching her all over, my finger stopped on her mound and started finger fucking her while she play with my cock, we did this for. " She ignores my attempts. "What the hell do youthink you are doing?" A psych consult," I reply. But not with any attitude. "Mr Jensentook an overdose. We're just going to chat about it." But he's not ready." He's able to talk. We've been conversing already." Which we had insteps as I was working him up. I hadn't really had time to reflect onthe whole litmus test nature of it. Would the vast extent of mydifferences one year on and the psychological torture of the pastmonth leave me incapable of.