. about things I couldn’t change. My own impotence. And drinking only drove me further inside. I wanted to be there for Josh, to let him know that h... was supported, but I’m an adult.It was Cassie who invited him to church with us a few weeks after the incident. I was surprised when he accepted the invitation. His father declined, saying that he found comfort in the Methodist Church and didn’t feel inclined to change. He was not going to discourage his son from going, though.Church service led. Repeating them in her mind is great for masturbation, at least until the next scene comes up. This last scene she played a mother beign seduced by her daughter. Ironically, the first scene of that seduction took place in the shower.She inserts a soapy finger inside and shudders at the feeling that runs through her body. One hand massages and squeezes her slick, lathery breasts and the other slides in and out of her twat. She loves ass play, it beign the focus of probably the majority of her. This weekend, however, I intended to remedy that & to produce at least one video that was an honest document of me having sex with my doll & which I wanted others to see. The plan was simple - Set up my lights & cameras, inflate the doll, & have sex with it right away. After that I could review the footage I'd taken & make a note of anything I thought I could improve on in subsequent shoots, and then to fuck the doll frequently over the rest of the weekend, filming each session.Friday morning. Perhaps I can make recommendations to some acquaintances over at the next city, get those supposed ‘special’ officers out of my hair. That would be nice. Besides, I think they’re a nosy bunch. Always walking around the station as if they owned the building. One time even out onto the third floor balcony while I was reading in peace. What a little embarrassing time for that officer and I. Hiding my anger well, I said hi and then left. Muttering under my breath the whole time about how I wished I.