April 23, 1845Today we turned west toward the Big Blue River. We didn't see any Pawnees, but we did see smoke far off to our north. We're still travel...ng through rolling hills, but there were no streams to cross, at least not any with water in them.We had our first dry camp after traveling twenty miles. We weren't hurting for water, as we'd filled all of our barrels the night before. We did have to water all of the livestock from our barrels though.Millie, Tess and I had made it a habit to take. I assume that was from a little apprehension over this unaccustomed position. However, I was able to penetrate because I had a lot of my body weight that I could add to the driving force behind my cock. I did not want to push too hard and accidentally jam my way in too far. I wanted to slide in slow enough to give her time to adjust to me. Also, I hoped to give her an extra thrill when I slid along her G-spot.“Oh, Jack, that feels so good. Please keep going. I want to feel all of you inside. ” “Fine, no lecture” I said “But, I need you to understand what is about to happen! First, I am going to give you a hard OTC spanking with my hand and then when I think your bum is the right shade of red I am going to finish you off with ten swats of the paddle. Understand?” “You’re going to paddle me as well?” she wailed. “Yes Debbie, the paddle, you were warned.” I got up from the couch where I had been sitting and when to my desk drawer where I extracted a paddle. It was a burgundy. Then my line went dead. Denny had hung up on me. I just wanted to scream, why were they abandoning me now, they said I had to trust them but when I needed them most, they abandoned me, I realised then I should have just rang the police and faced my own consequences. Ringing Denny was an easy way out. You get yourself into the kind of trouble I had with my family and there are no easy way outs.Perhaps I wasn’t yet ready to confess everything?And then within seconds my phone beeped with a text.