I’m also Heathen and find comfort in the sagas of my ancestors and the images of Freyja, sweet Sunna, and Hel. The Disir I adore. What’s interesti...g is faith or no faith I’m observant enough to know that there’s things that go bump in the night that a .357 won’t do nothing for. They don’t depend on your frame of mind. They just are.The upshot is I decided to quit being angry. There’s no sense in being angry at myself for being unable to do the impossible. I’m happier. My problems still suck but. I tried to think of my house and peaceful lands without her. They would be dull and lack color. She was my color now. I was in love. Then there was Lizzy. I couldn’t have Amber without Lizzy. Once Amber’s past was cleaned up, Lizzy would be part of the package. Kids need schools and care. I had no idea where the nearest school was. What kind of parent could I be? A crappy one most likely. I probably would make her more neurotic than I was. Maybe I was just Amber’s passing oasis. I tried to see. I figured that I'd tried it once and I didn't need to try it again.That summer I got a job as an intern at the local newspaper. They weren't happy with the times I had to go do some of the legal stuff but they realized that I had to do it and couldn't write about it later. I did some pieces about the whole experience without getting into the legal detail stuff.Brian started out his Senior year with us but he dropped out after a while and started going to a local community college to get what. ” “Well, Liz and Heidi tell me Santa hides a really special one in his boxers,” Rachel whispered lustily. “I even set the sign at 7:30 instead of 7:00 so you’d have time to show it to me.” I didn’t know if the two women had noticed the slight curve to my eight incher or if Rachel was just making it up, but I didn’t really care. I pulled Rachel into a kiss and we were soon twirling our tongues in each other’s mouths. She hopped up and beckoned me to stand. She knelt down and pulled my pants and.