I pushed him off of me and stared at him in amazement. He seemed as relaxed as ever. He wore the indigo dyed peasant shirt in much the same nonchalant...way he used to wear his practice gi. His hair had gotten a little out of hand and he had this little beard kind of thing going on. ‘So, do you know what to order?’ he directed me gently into my chair. ‘I might have some recommendations.’ ‘Hiro, what are you doing here?’ ‘I’m studying guitar at the conservatory, what are you doing here?’ ‘I just. “So you are telling me that because of that agreement besides being a Doctor of Engineering I’m also a porn star?”“Maybe not a star...”Suddenly he just seemed to lose his temper.“Hell, maybe you are. Since they couldn’t find any contact information for you, there are several agents and some female stars from those kinds of films who have contacted me and told that they’d like to use you or make a ‘private’ film with you. Fuck, there are even some Hollywood actresses who would like to contact. I knew I'd have to be very careful how I asked, so I suggested that we could go for a walk in the corridor,"All right darling" she said quietly, "But you're still very weak so we can't be long"Just along the corridor from the ward, was a smoking room for patients only so we went in and sat down, mum lit two cigarettes up and handed one to me,"Thanks mum" I said and squeezed her hand, "You've lost it mum, haven't you?"She nodded and her eyes filled with tears,"Yes, I'm sorry darling" Oh mum" and. You do the same, and we can select the games to play. I'm in!"She kissed me goodbye at the door, I rocked and spun my truck free of the snowy embrace of her parking lot, and headed home.I was curious how peculiar it would be once we returned to work. I certainly did not plan on changing how I reacted to Sandra while on duty, and anticipated nothing else from her. Still, having sampled her pleasures, there would be a change. It remained to be seen how that change would play out.As per my usual.