I still enjoyed women and had a very healthy sexual appetite for them. I had no desire to be with a man, but I did have the desire to have my anus sti...ulated. Over some time I lost the toothbrush, so I had to start experimenting with similar objects. Meanwhile in my love life, I was afraid of telling any of my girlfriends about my fetish and none of them ever tried going there, even for a rim job. I didn't want them to think I was way out there. The fear was they would tell my very anti-gay. We watched on the outside televisions. It was only thirty seconds long and played every five minutes along with other taped items. Our phones rang. It was Janice and Mary calling to say that they saw it on the cable feed to the house.Before we left the building, Shirley’s phone rang again, it was Janice and Shirley put it on speaker. She said, “Someone called for you on the phone. I told them you were out but that I was answering for you right now and gave my first name. He is a member of three. ........can I play withher?" she asked turning to Mistress Elaine"No...you know you always broke your toys." Well can I borrow her later," she wheedled."No!" stated Mistress Elaine."Daddy can you have a word with Mummy," she simpered."Go on dear....I am sure Davina will be alright with Felicity," hesmiled."JOHN! You were always too soft on her......and you Missy...we will talkabout it later.Mistress Felicity smiled in my direction, a wicked smile that said Iwill have you, and returned to the. On the way back Judy told the kids about the new people she had met, how they ran a clinic, and cured her of AIDS. She did a pretty good job of explaining the program to them. She included the PAIN.When we got to Graton, Chuck asked where was the milk. I poured them a glass each. They drank it down. Chuck and Jessica connected. With our prompting, they scanned their mother and me. Chuck was a go-getter and a tough guy. He said, "OK, now the PAIN please."He asked for it and he got it. Chuck and.