More of the test subjects reacted and more strongly than before. But in the end not enough to be economically viable for the study backers. But the re...earch was done and I published and got my PhD." I paused to swallow and calm myself before looking back at the therapist before continuing at her nod, her gaze was at best 'professionally nice' and I started to feel that I was in trouble."Then nothing much happened. I got a job teaching here at the U and fell in love and got married to a micro. Chuck was in one room, Danny & I would sleep in the same room. Danny took the bed & I took the floor. I was laying on the floor thinking of that beautiful 15 year old boy toy laying just inches from me with that big boy dick & great bubble butt wishing I could have him. It must have been about an hour I lay there when through the dark I heard Danny in a low whisper. "Tim" I lay quite thinking maybe I can watch him jack off. "Tim, are you awake?" he said. I still did not answer. Danny then. My degree will be worthless by then. I guess I'll start to figure it out when the end comes near. If it happened today, I'd design computer games or work in the IT department of some company. I'm not really hurting for money, you know. But I've found I'm really bored." Yeah," Tara said. "So you don't plan to be like that guy from the White Sox and hang on until you're 43?"Brock shrugged."I hope not," he said. "That guy is still really good. I mean, he's won 10 or 11 Gold Gloves. To me, he's a. Thats when she began to noticed me. I even made note that her and her husband parked in the same commuter lot as me. And one time while we were on the train i struck up a casual conversation with her husband while all the while staring at her like meat. Eventually one morning I slipped my business card into her purse on the train and she looked at me and shook her head in disappointment .She was not happy about that.There were times however when she would arrive on a train or 2 ahead of her.