He especially hated it if my father was involved. I don't know what got into me, maybe I was showing off for my brother. "Goddamn it pop, that fucking...hurt!" Boom! The next thing I knew I was sitting on my ass, my ears were ringing, and I was having serious difficulty remembering all of the many steps necessary for standing back up on my feet. What I don't remember is feeling very much pain at the time."You just stay down there now boy, unless you want a little more education about how you are. You don'tdo a damn thing around the house except eat, sleep, sulk andfeel sorry for yourself." Her voice had been as hard as frozensteel. "For what you cost me I could get a maid, a good- lookingyoung pool boy and a dog and have plenty of money left over."My cheeks burned with the memory of her words. She was right. Iwas useless. I began to cry and then immediately hated myselffor it. The sudden burst of anger gave me the strength to openthe car door. If she was inside, I vowed to myself, at. She smiled saying “yes, my Kirby”? He stumbled and mumbled telling her that she had to know that he thought she was charming, pretty, naturally sweet with a big, warm, caring heart. She hugged him and Ron cleared his throat. Kirby continued telling her that they had sex and he still had to pinch his self to know that he even got into her panties. She grinned and Ron cleared his throat again. Kirby said, “Ms Helen, I'm in love with you and I had to tell you”! Ron said, “bout time”! Helen cut an. She had to agree with him about that, but she had blamed herself for Tiffany's flaws for a long time."I don't know why Roger isn't interested in sex," she said. "He was at first, but then it just faded away as he began to work more and more." Hmmmm." What does that mean?" I'm not sure you want to know," he said."Of course I want to know," she said."I see a lot of women who are like you, in the sense that their sexual urges are still fully functional, but their supply of sex is limited. That's.