Then I started singing the soft peaceful words that broughtthe question to reality. I sung about how confused I was in trying tofind out if I really w...s in love. When Stacy added a beat to the softsounds that Connor and Jason had been playing, the stage lit up to showthe dancers, half obscured in shadow, moving in tune to the slow lovesong I had originally written about Josh Holliday. I was able to fully answer the question now. I wasn't in love with him.But that realization didn't change the. Then I plan to never be without again.It’s hard to start the rebooting process in my current situation. I had given up. No one could or would give me any objective information on my condition and all subjective information indicated I was going downhill with no way to slow it down. Well, the subjective information was correct to a point, My speech is deteriorating slowly, but it is my mental and emotional state that was going to hell in a hand basket due to the physical pain and all the stress. As soon as she was deep inside, me she began her own assault and she rocked back and forth with an ever-increasing rhythm as I rubbed myself to match her tempo.She stopped and pulled out with a plopping sound as I moaned in disappointment."Come on bitch boy on your back I want to watch your face as I fuck you." On my back with my legs in the air, my canal was open and easy to enter. She took over the playing of my dick as I used both hands to hold my legs apart. Her torso was jack hammering. "You are all being very strong for him, and I believe that it will pay dividends in the end."Iris helped Laurie down to the canteen, where she gently pushed her into a chair, before going to fetch her some hot food and a drink."They are still on breakfasts at the moment," she told her sister as she pushed a steaming mug in front of her. "They are just cooking some fresh bacon, and it will be with you in a bit. Drink your tea while you are waiting."Laurie smiled tiredly and obediently picked up.