. this was an interesting couple of days," she said with s deep sigh."Yeah... it really was."There was some silence as she stood there, each of them l...oking for the right thing to say, knowing it may never come. Finally, Sam broke the silence."Do you miss her?" Yeah. Of course I do." Do you really love her?" You know the answer to that, Sam," Freddie got up from his desk and sat down on the bed. "Just ask the question you really mean." Do you love her... more?" Sam-" I need to know." I don't. I left my swimming trunks in the room and Janice left her sports bra and shorts; she had worn no underwear. This was the first naked female I had seen close up, at least while I was sober. I tried to hide my growing erection. Janice pushed my hand away. “That’s part of the appeal,” she said grinning. We got to the shower. I turned on the water and Janice joined me. She took her washcloth and began to wash my face, then my shoulders, then my chest. She stopped to play with my nipples. Then she. I knew I had to have been getting close when I had reached the stone road a few hours back. There where more buildings then I could have ever imagined which looked like a maze of streets and alleyways from where I stood. The town I came from had one road, if you could really call it that, and a single row of houses to either side. The city before was sometimes called the city of the crescent moon with a large lake to one side. The city was surrounded by a wall on all sides, including the lake.. Then he said, “There is nothing in the world I want more, than to fuck the shit out of you right now.”“Oh lord.” I thought to myself. I can’t fight this shit. This temptation is nothing like I’ve ever felt. I need this, I can’t believe how I need it, how I want it so bad, I cant fight it. I can’t. I turned to him and I said, “I haven’t had a shower.” At that, he grabbed me by the hand, and pulled me back into the kitchen and led me over to the table. Slowly he leaned down to me, till his lips.