She was about 5"7" blond, athletic body with big titties. She had short blond hair and a beautiful face. One problem: I couldn't get anywhere. She wou...d kiss forever and I couldn't even get a feel. We wold go to the hot tub late at night. Sometimes other couples would disrobe, sometimes it would just be us and she would not reveal her gorgeous titties or tight ass. If we were alone I would take off my suit and she would take a good look but no touchy feely. She would even kiss me when I was. It would’ve been a very uncharacteristic thing for him to do, but these days I wasn’t sure who he was anymore, and indeed, I couldn’t read him. He just grinned at me.“What?” he asked, when I stared too long.“How is it going ... like, with Skinner?”“Good. You heard him at the auditions. He can really rip.”“What songs are you playing?”Pete chuckled. “Carl said we’re not allowed to tell anyone.”“Let me guess: especially not Matt,” I scoffed.Pete shrugged sheepishly but said nothing.I sat back in. I felt her pussy sit on it, pressing it against my belly. She leaned in to kiss me, but went down and sucked on my nipple. Also feeling great, she kissed and licked her way down to my cock. I had shaved a day before, very self conscious about pubes, and she commented about how she loved it. Our fingers intwined, she put her mouth around my cock. Sucking it in and out. She couldn't go as deep as Patty, but she had skills. Sucking my balls and humming while she did. Focusing on the tip. She. The weekend came round and i got Sue to sit down and talk i asked why and again and how many times and was she using protection, she said a lot and always safe and the reason only was i was lonely. i asked did she enjoy it?. at 1st no cos of the guilt but i must admit i do now cos i get fucked by the black men in there and they are hung. my jaw dropped it must have hit the floor, Sue said please come with me we can go together and you can watch and join in with other women and i can watch.