Then she did the same to the other, I jumped and clamped her hand on my chest, so she couldn’t do it again, both women laughed. Vanessa began to kis... me, gently on the lips at first then tongue flicking my lips until we were French kissing, her hand was stroking my chest, and rubbing over my nipples, I could still taste her own juices on her tongue and lips, as we kissed and breathing began to increase, I felt another hand come up under my shirt, it was Paula’s she started stroking my chest,. It grew worse, no matter what pills he took or what treatments he endured." She stopped to gather her thoughts, tears beginning to leak from her eyes. She was reliving the pain, but she had to get it out."Then one night I was changing Beth while the other two played in front of the television. I heard Steve say I'm sorry and turned to see what he was talking about." She sobbed, her shoulders shaking. "I didn't even know he owned a gun. The baby was screaming, Chuck and Mickey were crying and I. After a few minutes, he turned on his side facing me and said you make me so happy, then kissed me on my cheek. I kissed him back but on the lips. He pulled back and looked perplexed but then kissed me back passionately. He held my face as I held his. We knew this was taboo but it felt so right. He laid on his side and held me all the while I was resisting with all my strength to not have sex with him. Within 15 minutes, he was very sound asleep. My heart was still pounding and my cock. . US; what we did was consensual. Regardless of all the bullshit and the pretence, I wanted what we did. I wanted you.” I tried to explain but felt I was falling helplessly short of the mark.I didn’t feel like I was making my point. I didn’t think she was understanding what it was that I was trying to say. Then Mom touched my face with her hand, slowly, affectionately, she brought it across my cheek to the back of my head and pulled me down to her.“I liked what we did.” She tells me when her.