I wasn’t happy but Hannah insisted I try on some shoes. Red faced with shame, with Hannah’s help I selected a pair of black court shoes with a low...heel that fitted fairly well, along with a pair of strap sandals with a two inch heels. Just as we were about to pay, Hannah spotted a pair of shiny, red high heels that she insisted I try on. Unfortunately they were too small, but Hannah asked the assistant if she had the next size up. These fitted perfectly, and a few minutes later, to my immense. He saw her neat handwriting and began to read.My dearest Joey,I have heard from my mother that you kept pestering her for news about me all those weeks while I was locked away as a certified loon. I am deeply sorry that I kept hurting you with my silence, and I have only my mental state as an excuse.The last weeks were grueling, in more than one sense. First in closed sessions, then in group session, they made me remember everything that happened to me during the almost three days the. I know how to do it. I'm good at it."Lynn kicked out, just missing driving her toes into the little lunatic's balls. Delbert danced backwards, laughing."Let me put it in her from behind, the way all the animals do it," Delbert said, his words juicy and slurred. Spit leaked from one corner of his mouth, gleaming on his brown chin."I'd like to see that," Tyler said, panting out his words as Lynn struggled with him."You goddamn pigs!" she shouted. "You act like pigs and you smell like. Just let me come with you.’ ‘No!’ I whirled around when I reached the front door. ‘You think you know what’s going on and you don’t! You don’t know anything about me! Two months of living together doesn’t mean you know how my brain works. You don’t know what I need. You don’t get it. I’m sorry…I need to get out of here.’ I flung the door open, not bothering to close it as I ran down the steps. I jumped in my car, turned the ignition and backed out of the driveway so fast the tires kicked up.