He tells me that churchesread scripture in different ways. Some give black and white answersbased on words written long ago, but to find truth we have...to use ourgift of reason. Reverend Parker keeps saying that everyone needs to findspiritual answers that are right for them self, and that I am a goodperson whether I am a boy or a girl. So, I no longer feel I am a sinner- God made me who I am. Reverend Parker has given me a lot of books toread, my favorite is called 'The LGBT Teenagers' Guide to. He grinned at me lustfully, and I was surprised at how open he was in hisgaze with his parents standing right behind me. It really made me feellike a piece of meat, more than any of the other admiring looks I hadreceived throughout the day. I could deal with those, and had whendressing up as Megan before, but this was something else entirely."We better get going," Dad said while stepping forward, saving me fromwhatever Johnny had planned. "Ms. Carerra has had a long day, and I'msure she's ready. ......, and he remembers how sexy her dressing gown was last time he stayed, and she never fastened it which showed off her nighty all the time, he told me it got him going , I just said I bet it did mate.We got to ours a few hours later, Jackie welcomed him with a kiss on his cheek told to go put his bags away and dinner would be about an hour. after dinner we had made plans to go to the local workingmen’s club so Fred could meet his old pals and family, Jackie and I was in our bedroom getting. .. if I hadn't explained what was happening ... you'd just think I'm some kind of amoral animal. But I'm not. It's more complicated than that.Phee and I were trying hard not to make a baby. That's important to understand. But that didn't mean we didn't want to. And, because Phee was Phee, and the girls were the girls, what with all their history and their own emotional and sexual entanglements, there was no way she could keep it a secret from them. They already knew that both she and Danni had.