Or the North Pole ... or ... I don't know ... anywhere. Get way from all this. Find yourself! Make a new life for yourself. Please!"I walked to Cassie...and embraced her. She was a true friend and she really wanted to help. Perhaps she was right. I needed to escape. Get away. Go somewhere where no one knew me. Find a reason to go on from here."Cassie ... I think you're right. I do need to get away. It's a matter of where." Do you think you might be happy on some south sea island?" No ... I don't. "We got the job done," she elaborated."Did Parker say anything?" Tami asked from my other side. We were sitting on Robbie's bed, our backs leaning against her headboard, and I had a tit in each hand. The stereo was playing something by the Wizards of Wynter that Cousin Cinnamon had sent, though I didn't get the name."Not a word. After the game, Parker looked at me a few times, opened his mouth a few more, but nothing came out. Then I rode home with you guys." So what are you going to do?" Tami. I try to stay tan and I work out every day. I have a great smile and I keep up to date on the latest fashions. It made perfect sense why Alex seemed to want me.What didn’t make as much sense was why I didn’t immediately reject him. Looking back now, I think a large part of it was because of how horny I was, but I think another part of me saw him as attractive. After all if I was considered the most attractive guy at school he would be a close second. He had longer blond wavy hair and green. I was uncertain how I would handle that change, along with the change that being mothers would cause in the ladies whom I was lucky to have. I worried about traveling close to their giving birth and the risks that could be involved.((We will deal with it when the time comes, )) Janet said softly, love and understanding evident in her words. ((I do agree that traveling may not be wise until after all the children are born. Perhaps we should get temporary lodgings here until we are prepared to.