"Does that mean you won't be going away any more?" I asked. Despite the fact that I loved it when my dad went away for his work when mommy was alive, ...ince she died his trips were horrible for me. I was always left with a neighbor and I spent the entire time miserable because my nightmares would come back with a vengeance. Every time daddy came home from one of his TDY assignments I would run up to him, leap into his arms, and strangle him with a big hug while I tried not to cry. Big girls. Their eyes locked for an instant and almost as one nodded, faces wreathed in huge grins."Good. Because I'm in need of a really good seeing to, from both of you."I quickly threw on a thin summery shift dress and suggested we go eat. "You're going like that, Syl?" Darren remarked."Of course, why not? You never know, you might want to verify my state of arousal whilst we're out," I quipped as I turned and headed for the door."Come on, I'm famished."We went to a little French bistro type restaurant. It's already been a month, and, well I just couldn't help it. Things aren't that good when he's here anyway"."It's OK, mom. I understand. But I really don't want to stop what we are doing." I know you don't, Paul, but we really have to. I just have to have more control, and you do, too. You'll have a girlfriend soon enough, and she can take care of things like this when the time is right."DAMN!!! There goes that setup. Fortunately mom was a little uncomfortable and left the room, or I'd. Aap mujhey sex se to rok sakti ho lakin pyar karney se nahi rook sakti. She asked is ka mutlab tum ney jo kuch kiya who lust nahi pyar tha? I replied: bilkul phir us ney mujh se pocha to kia tum mujh sey shadi karna chahaty ho? Main ney kaha nahi lakin meray kiyaal main agur do lovers aik dosary kay sath kush rehtay hon to un ko shadi ki zarorat nahi hoti she replied tum kitney gandi soch rakhtay ho. Main ney jwab dia iss main galat kiya hai west main aisa hota rehta hey. She said west ki baat.