I didn’t even ask him if he needed my help, but just soaped up my hands and started washing his testicles and erect penis. The washing turned into s...roking as I softly gripped him in my hand.I remembered reading an article about women talking about their sons becoming young men. They felt that they had developed affections for them that weren’t traditional mother-son feelings. They had become frustrated in not knowing where to place these developing feelings.As I thought about the article my. Tears ran copiously down my face, and I bit my lower lip until it bled. But even my pain did not stop Buddy, he quickly moved to the right nipple and repeated the process efficiently. All I could manage this time was a whimper and my head sagged to my chin, whimpering pathetically. Jimmy now approached with a small jeweler’s soldering gun armed with a small coil of gold of wire. I watched but my pain was too great at this moment to understand what was about to happen. Buddy turned the gold. For two minutes I remained my dick inside her cunt without any movement. After two minutes I started to move my dick. It was my first sexual intercourse and I was feeling very nice. I started to take the jerks politely. Kiran started to moan but that time I knew that she was moaning with pleasure. I had already cum two times. So my sperms were not going to come early. I fucked her until she started to flow meantime I also told her that I was cumming. She told me to cum inside her so I cum. But I was getting more and more confused. What the hell was I, anyway? Finally I up and put it to Vivian in plain down-to- earth terms."Am I a lesbian or what? I don't really know what I want anymore. I thought it would be a big relief with my husband gone but now I find that I miss him somehow--miss what he could do for me, if you know what I mean. Even though I could hardly stand it when he did, that last year or so. He bugged me so--always expecting his pleasure right on schedule, night.