My vocabulary and knowledge fit that age as did my growth after I was feeling okay."We were part of Jim's group as it took over other small groups and...then merged. It was a rough existence but Momma kept teaching me over the years and I have tried to take her lessons to heart. I was made to do some things that I know were wrong but Momma told me to do them and go on. Nothing I did was worth dying over. Three years ago, I killed my first man in a fight to take over a group. He had come at Momma. Before that plug hit the ground, his big hard cock entered my asshole. It slid in without any problem. He was buried balls deep before I could gasp. I pushed back as he started pumping his cock in and out of my ass. I put my head down on the hood of his car while he fucked me good and hard. I wiggled my ass for him as he pounded my boi pussy. My little six-inch cock was swinging in the breeze, as he fucked the shit out of me.He fucked me for a good hard ten minutes, before I squirted my sissy. We had decided to order out, so my mom called it in, and my dad squeezed onto the sofa on the other side of my mom. When dinner got there, we all got up and went to the table, and it was both a disappointment and a relief not to have Aarons hand on me. Now it was payback time. As we ate, I slid my feet into his lap, and started rubbing his cock between them. I could feel him growing bigger, but you couldnt tell by looking at him that anything was going on. My brother was an actor! At one. She groaned, pushed her face into my neck and said for the first time, "I love you, John."She said that a lot from then on, and I thought I may even have begun to believe her. How do I really feel? My chest feels like I have halfway eaten a lead weight every time I see her. I'm beginning to hate 'doggy shift' as she sleeps all day and is having her morning when I'm finishing work. Then she works nights, right when I need the comfort of her loving warm body, as selfish as that makes me sound.The.