I lost the nerve to hang around and began packing my stuff away, gulping the last of my coffee."You...want another?"I stopped as I tucked in my chair,...laptop under my arm. "sure." I replied and sat at his table.It took a few minutes, from a new cup of caramel latte, to laptop fired back up, a few fake laughs like we were watching a comedy show... we were just two mates, sitting very close together to watch the funny american sitcom on the tiny laptop screen.In reality, Timothy was frantically. ”“Are you saying they aren’t as sexual?” Bonnie Owens asked. “Your daughters are almost a year older than Pam. She is in a constant state of self-discovery, if you know what I mean. She is not anywhere at all ready for the kind of exploration I hear about the older kids.”“That’s kind of what I mean,” I said. “I won’t say no one gets a kiss or a hug, but I don’t find any of the kids making out when they think they can’t be seen. And according to my sister in Chicago that can be dangerous. When. So you see everything is open. You can say yes or nor, choose well, if you say yes it can be heaven or hell, it will be up to you. If you say no, you are free to leave but you will never no what you have missed."I was speechless, a thousand thoughts where squeezed inside my head, I saw my entire life, my dreams, my fantasies and it seemed like one of them now came true. But I was frightened but I knew it was my only chance, so I looked a Mistress Lynn and then over to Miss Jennifer. And again. There was no sign of her when I was back inside but I saw her clothes were still there, I found her on the solarium. She was lying naked on the sun-bed, catching the morning sun. I did it every time I saw her body, her total perfection mesmerised me, I stood there, drinking her in.She reached up and raised her sunglasses, to peer up at me, “Hi lover, are you just going to stand there, why don’t you come and give me a kiss.”“Sorry honey, but I’m all horrible and sweaty, I’ve gotta go and.