One day, after I'd splashed water at Ted, it led to a mock wrestling session and my being pinned to the side of the pool. I'd felt Ted's hard-on rubbi...g against my hip while we were wrestling. Pinned, I could feel his erection through his swim trunks rubbing against my stomach. As Ted held me against the side of the pool, undecided on what to do next, I decided to make the decision for him. I was very tired of waiting for Ted to take our relationship to another level. I only had to say, 'Kiss. Elliott looked away from him and waited for theprosecutor to regain her composure."Who told you to dress up like that today?" she finally asked."Nobody." I remind you that you are under oath. Did your mother tell you todress up as a girl for her trial?" No."The deputy district attorney took off the gloves. "It is true, is itnot, that your mother chemically castrated you by tricking you intotaking daily doses of estrogen, progestin, and anti-androgens?"Dexter Boyd was on his feet. "Objection.. "Sure, that sounds great. I'll be there shortly." Great! I will leave the back gate unlocked and just lock it back once you're inside the courtyard, OK?" Janet replied."I will, see you soon. Bye, Janet."I returned the receiver to its proper place on the phone, yawning and stretching, trying to wake up still. That was nice of Janet, I thought. Even though she woke me up early, a morning swim was worth it. Janet and I were friends since high school and even shared an apartment for a few years. I shuddered and felt my stomach heave as deep feelings of loss, betrayal, and disgust came over me. I felt heartbroken because of what she had done to our marriage wondering if I could ever bring myself to forgive her. "How do I get past this?" I asked myself. I still loved her, I knew that, but I also hated her just as strongly at the same time."Give it some time and see what happens," I told myself ... however, I knew if I could not get past it, I would have to move on ... leaving her would.